tell you what , imissedyouso!

Wednesday, December 16, 2009 7:29 PM

many many thoughts to jot down.

i realised, after going out to work.

i realised. there are just many many diff people out there.

you might get to see a little boy getting happy over a little story book.

i mean, although it's a boook, he's already satisfied.

it's just so easy. for people like us, we don't see what's there to be :) about.

butttt, yeah, they are easily satisfied.

some customers used to complaint with this and that.

they never did know how hard it is to do this or that.

so i started to take a close loook at people around me.

no matter true or goood friends.

they're people whom i got to meet in life.

be it true friendship or not.

i think it's already chemistry that we got to meeet.

or should i say fate.

they may be people who were there to lend me a shoulder to cry on.

they may be people who talks bad about me behind me.

we are still called F-R-I-E-N-D.

no doubt about this.

what do you think ?

1:49 PM

work was funnnnn ytd.
had many interesting colleague ..
and hilarious supervisors.
they were really really funny people.
got to meet many many types of people there too.
tell you, it's super duper funnn.
okay , i know i'm crazy to say that work is funn.
but you've got to trust me now.
life is really ROCK there :P
haahhaah ; time flies fast tooooo.
now i can't bear to end this jobbbb:X
i know i'm madddd.

ytd, JY daddy and amanda came to visit.
how sweet rights? they didnt tell me they coming.
they just appeared :P hahaha.
amanda love bought me something to eat too.
loveee her sooo much!
huishan darling came after that.
thousands of sorrrrrrry dearest!
gooood luck for your results on fri.
i know you'll make it.
i'll give you the best of my wishes on that day.
trust me , okay ? :P hahahah.
yeah :P

i'm starting to realised.

the more people you meet.

the more you'll seee.

you'll get to know.

you don't have to tolerate at times.

it's just simply black and white.

gossips are just like ups and down.

that perhaps you've to go through.

but well, at the end of the pathway.

all of us will see DEATH.

everyone has to go through.

Saturday, December 12, 2009 1:23 AM

alrighty! happppyyyyyy.
met my carmen LOVEEE today.
traLALA~ it's beeen loooong since both of us get out together.
heee. met her at 1pm.
went to suntec for the bookfest.
bought some things. heeeeee.
went to scared yingxin.
AND , carmen did two SUPER PAISEH things.
i shall not reveal here. hahaahhaah :P
she'll kill me if i do.
went to arcade. played with kiap kiap machine.
wasted money. ended playing this ball ball thing.
it's funnnn but tiring.
went shop shop around for my cousins's present.
bought her a baggg. hahax.
it's funnnnnn i tell you.
carmen's such a lovely dumb girl.
talked many many things with herrr.
i'm saddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd :P
and she knows why :X
have got work tmr; gotta go! nights PEOPLE!

sadd, i can't see you.

hope you do miss me.

at least A LITTLE okay?

Friday, December 11, 2009 1:11 AM

alrights. sorry for not updating my blogg.
was super duper tired the last two day.
started work already.
worked at the bookfest.
first dayyy was not bad.
boooooks everywhere.
and fun group of colleague to work with.
packed like almost a thousands of books on the rack.
carried like 10 cartons of comics.
and cleared 3 huge palete of books.
*applause!!!:P
smileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
had lunch and dinner with my XIN! :P
hahaah :P she rocks the most.
Second day , got to work alone.
but luckily got my partner.
and got to know her huge group of friends.
so actually they are all older than meee.
and they really took care of me well.
thanks SISTERS! :P
and i got this super niceee supervisor.
he keep calling me AH GIRL.
whenever i sulk he will say BE A GOOD GIRL LA, come help me.
then i will keep laughing non-stop.
while he helped me to carry those huge boxes of books.
he's a niceeeeeeee supervisor, rights? :P
hopeee to work with him again!

hmmmmm, got a call from stupid SASA LOVE.
although she's stupid, but i loveee her the most.
can't meet her this saturday. and i'm sadddddd.
got many many many things to tell her :X
she's leaving for manchester to visit her sister.
which makes it my sister tooooo.
she's a lovely person ; unlike SASA LOVE!
(oh my, she'll kill me if she sees this)
(or she might call me and start yelling)
anw , hopeeee to see her soooooon!

andd.... i'm going to the bookfest tmr.
to buy some things with carmen.
visiting my colleague and XIN love of course!
hahahah :P

lastly , i'm sad.
got to miss NINJA's MASS OUTING this sat.
i'm sadddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd!

Sunday, December 06, 2009 6:14 PM

learning to let go might be hard.

but it's a challenge i'm willing to take.

it might take a looong time.

but i told myself , i'm able to do it!

just got back home from outside.

now using computer to watched show.

went to find amanda LOVEE just now.

her last day working.

bought apple juice for her.

i misss her so much!

finally saw her :P haha.

chatted with my AIAI just now (on MSN).

i misss them all la!

gonna meet then up soon.

serene;pea;AIAI going off to malaysia on 9th.

hope they have a safe journey there.

and enjoy yourself DEAREST GIRLFRIENDS!

annd, my cousins might be coming out..

to join me for christmas.

my god, it's beeen months since i see them.

i really miss them LOTS!

truly , deeply! :P hope they can make it.

i really really hope to see them!

3:43 AM

only if love was that easy.

i would have give it my all.

but it just seemed kinda complicated.

till me , myself.

doesn't trust in L-O-V-E anymore.

just finish catching famous princess.

it's sooo touching.

the love story ended on each daughter.

seemed so perfect.

everything seemed like a fairytale story.

but well , those are in shows.

it's hard to potray it in real life.

but well , i really loveee the show.

true love never fails.

no matter how far you are.

and i do understand this quote now.

happy happy me plus sleepy sleepy me is ..

off to bed now , NIGHTS PEOPLEEE!

Saturday, December 05, 2009 4:29 PM

i'm now currently catching 传闻中的七公主.
i know i abit slow.
but .... :P
omg, i'm like going crazy over that.
crying , laughing , smiling.
this show is driving me almost maddd :P
sucha a sweeeet loving story :)

9:41 AM

listen, to the song in my heart.

why do things seemed easy.

but is so complicated when you tried to deal with it.

now i'm done believing you , you won't know what i'm feeling.

why is it that this must happpen..

and out of no whereeee. i don't know.

ytd.

went out library. met my SHAN DARLING.

heart-to-heart talk with her.

she's there to me always.

to lend me her listening ear.

it always seemed sooo easy.

but surely , she's there to give mee advice.

telling me what to do..

just like a pillar of strength.

i realised, how much things beside me.

that i must really learn to cherish.

and i really do.

and nowwwwwwwwww....

i miss SASA DARLING.

i got many many things to tell her.

can't wait. it's been MONTHS since i met her.

really really really :P

i miss GIRLFRIENDS.

meeet up soooooon.

iloveeethem soooo much!

miss PEA liying!

miss SERENE love!

miss CARMEN love!

miss AMANDA love!

miss HUIJIE AIAI!

miss ADE pig!

yesss , i miss them.

truly , deeply , dearly!

this people, meet up sooooooon!

and i do miss you too.

would i see you soon?

Thursday, December 03, 2009 6:16 PM

Talk to me , Speak with me

Don't sink before you rise, baby

Don't fade away

You hesitate You seem to wait

For all the time we had , Feels a world away

Who's to say, we'll be okay

We will make it through the night

Don't want to wake up in this state

I just want us both to smile

Cause we're the same

And I know that will never change

Look, I bought your favorite ice cream

I don't want to see it melt away

If you walk out now I don't know if we could be the same

Baby, just talk with me

Cause I want you to stay here with me

The memories The things we did I locked inside my heart

Where I know I won't forget

And now, who's to say, we'll be okay

We will make it through the night

Don't want to wake up in this state

I just want us both to smile

Cause we're the same And I know that will never change

Look, I bought your favorite ice cream

I don't want to see it melt away

If you walk out now , I don't know if we could be the same

Baby, just talk with me

my life is in a messs .

i've no idea how to clear it up.

but i know ..

i'm trying to pick up the shattered pieces.

i am beginning to learn to be good.

and i'm trying hard.

Wednesday, December 02, 2009 1:39 AM

i had a phone call ..
with this darling dumb dumb sister of mine.
i'm sooooooooo missing her like hell loads.
i got so many many things to tell her.
but couldn't find timeee to meet her.
and i really do want to meeet her.
and this phone call to her was super cuteee.
i said i wanted to visit her school.
and she asked me for what..
then i say i want to goo see see her school.
know why , i tell you now la, DUMB SISTER!
i did promised her that i'll fetch her from school one day.
and i did promised her looong ago.
now i'm free from HELL SCHOOOOL.
so it's timmme to keep my promise!
hmmmmm , imisssher so much!
and she isss soooo random.
asked me to donate bloooood.
dumb sister rights , but guess what.
i loveeeeeeeeeee her more than anything else!